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[Nov. 4th, 2009|05:17 pm] |
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I havent been on here in like 89 trabillion years. Does anyone frequent this place anymore? |
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| Meh |
[Feb. 17th, 2007|07:09 am] |
And so the count becomes 3 of 4. As Always, 3 of 4 and Never 4 of 4. 100%. |
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| ohmygoshohmygoshohmygosh |
[Sep. 22nd, 2006|08:09 am] |
AHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Big news!
Im down to a size 40 waist!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
to give you an idea of how much of a loss that is
1 year ago I was wearing a size 50 waist!!!!!
*DANCE*
YAY!
I can do this! |
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| HOOAH! |
[Sep. 15th, 2006|11:44 am] |
Ive lost 18lbs in the last 3 weeks!
Go Me! |
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| The Impossible, Life, complicatedness, and small teddy bears |
[Aug. 18th, 2006|11:32 pm] |
Once again I return from a spiral of no updates in a long time. I just felt it was the right time to write. I warn you this entry could end up being very long and drawn out and I dont feel like LJ-Cutting it so those of you who hate me for it, deal with it :).
The Impossible
Just today in a certain situation I learned that the impossible is greatly overestimated. Im learning more and more in life lately the the impossible is not always so impossible and that if we work at everything, it can be attainable, eventually. It just requires patience and the will to continue on, no matter how discouraging things may become.
I mean I look at certain people in my life and see them constantly down-trodden, but they continue no matter what happens. I have taken what I have learned from them and used it in my life. I've learned that If I continue on, no matter how crappy I feel, no matter how depressed, no matter how hopeless it seems, things will eventually work out.
I attribute this entirely to my creator, God.
Yes, God. And I will be the first to admit my faith falters sometimes, and I don't always make the right decisions. But even when I think God will turn his back on me, he doesn't, and he continues being there and being the foundation for me. So I can continue to push on. The fuel to my fire. It is because of God that I have not given up even when all seemed hopeless.
So in-conclusion, Perseverance and Patience when used together can greatly shrink this giant bubble of acts that we would automatically consider impossible. Keep that in mind. :)
- Life is Good right now for me even if it doesnt always seem that way :)
- Love is complicated, and Im learning that more and more every minute.
- Small teddy bears can brighten the darkest of pathways into a warmly lit passage.
Wow... just needed to write!
I feel better now!
2 Corinthians 5:17 is the Stub verse now. Oh and those of you who dont know by now, my nickname is Stub :) |
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[Jul. 3rd, 2006|06:51 pm] |
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Is it really true that all good things must come to an end? |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|02:14 pm] |
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Hypocrisy killed the cat! |
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[Jun. 7th, 2006|04:49 am] |
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Well... I am updating. I know it is a weird concept that I am alive, but you will all deal or FEEL THE WRATH OF MOTHER FIST. Wow... I have no idea where that came from. Anyways , I'm living at Jeannettes house now and it is greatness. Alot of stuff has been happening in my life, so I'm just gonna short hand whats happened.
TOP TEN THINGS IN MATTS LIFE NOW (in no particular order)
1.Being Best Man at Randy's Wedding.
2.Working at the Gas Station again.
3.New Guster Album = Impacts my life greatly.
4.Have Internet Again.
5.Reading Star Wars: The Crystal Star, BEST BOOK EVAR
6.Working on getting a new car
7.Now on the Food Booth Committee at Festival of the Arts GR.
8.Missing hanging out with old ish group.
9.<3 Co-workers
10.Panda
YEP! |
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| Hmm... |
[Apr. 28th, 2006|02:13 am] |
I am alive, for those of you whom don't know..
I just felt the need to write.
I attended a funeral today, a funeral of a good man whom many people who I am close to were close to. (Does that make sense?). It got me to thinking, about everything. Then I read a random post by a friend and it got me thinking of weakness. I don't know whats up... but I just have been thinking about how short life is, and all the people I have wronged, and what I can do to right them... and, Wow. I miss ... everyone, I miss how things used to be. Gahh.... I don't know .. |
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[Mar. 14th, 2006|01:49 am] |
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... I love you guys... |
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| Conversation I had with some guy on Ragnarok today |
[Sep. 4th, 2005|04:15 pm] |
(Arquei) : hi
(Arquei) : you have items for hunter and kinght
(Me) : what is kinght
(Arquei) : what on
(Me) : what for
(Arquei) : yes
(Me) : okay
(Arquei) : go
(Arquei) : yes
(Arquei) : hunter
(Arquei) : and assasin
(Me) : spank me please lumberjack
(Arquei) : have
(Arquei) : yes
(Me) : I have explosion penis
(Arquei) : ok
(Me) : +5
(Me) : +5
(Me) : +5
(Arquei) : items kinght
(Arquei) : yes
(Arquei) : hunter
(Me) : Hunter Kinght Fun AM Are find me the kingdom
-(This is where I sent two apples}-
The deal hassuccessfully completed.
(Me) : GOD ITEM
(Me) : HAVE GOD DAY
(Arquei) : tks
(Arquei) : mush
(Arquei) : armi |
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| Matt Welcomes You - Complimentary Journal Sampler |
[Aug. 30th, 2005|02:13 am] |
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| | Tom Playing Naruto Fighting Game for Gamecube in background | ] |
New generic layout and icon, cause I got uber tired of the old ones. Not much else is going on. I have internet and a computer now so hopefully I will update a bit more. Today was good stuff, I woke up and took Matthew (Jeannette's Brother) to Classic Chevrolet to get a coolant cap for his car. I then went home, did my paper routes, picked up Jeannette, Michelle (Jennette's Mom), and Tom and we went school shopping for J-Nette. Then J-Net and Mom went into Dots to buy crap, me and tom found a shoe, and I stuck my giant can of ENERGADE (dollar store, of couse) in the shoe and drank from it. Good times. Then off to Wal-Mart where we saw Shaun and Kayla, good stuff there, then to Meijers. After all that came back to Nettes and watched I-Robot with her and tom (Third time I've seen the movie, and its still awesome.), ate hamburgers, and then me and Tom left. I then had every intention of going home, but oh well... Me and Tom decided to go dumpster diving, and man, we found alot of stuff. Very Good Night Overall.
Oh Yeah, and I went to church with Jeannette this Sunday and I think I am going to go to church more often with her, I really like it there, I can't really tell ya why, but I just do. Maybe God has something in store there for me, I was praying for direction in life, and maybe I finally have found it. Tom's gonna go too, and so I will have a good base of friends to work off of there, and heck, maybe this will turn into another Heritage thingy for me. We'll see.
Oh yeah, and I'm spending the night at Toms. Good stuff.
Wow, it feels good to writ--
C:\ |
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[May. 26th, 2005|03:42 pm] |
Well.. wow it has been a long time since I have updated this thing. ... I miss all of you guys that I don't get to see much anymore. But there is just one thing I wanted to convey as we stand on the brink of summer.
To my friends that are graduating this year
Its been quite a while now
since we all first crossed paths
the world has changed so much
and yet so much stays the same
You all are more precious than gold to me
But I fear the worst from now on.
So I say this one last time
if we part paths in life
And never speak again
remember the good times
that we spent together
I'll never forget the parks
and the sun riding high
snow falling on the ground
hugging friends who cry
Congradulations in this season
when you are considered adult
I know we've had hards times
but i dont regret it at all
never forget me
and i'll never forget you
ill love you all till the end of times..
just like friends do
and now for a word from Bowling for Soup
Well it was ugly but we made it this far
some have gone but I forget who they are
now the hangovers (?) are worse but we get through them fine
Sleeping late, but we're not lazy
Getting older but we're still crazy
I'm so glad that i had these friends of mine. |
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| Moved Out! |
[Feb. 28th, 2005|02:03 pm] |
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So I got sick of the shit at my parents and i moved into darrens apt. Leave msgs with darren until i get my phone runnin later this week.. will update more later.. tired |
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| Oh... My... God? |
[Feb. 7th, 2005|12:12 am] |
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I have returend to the internet via free AOL trial.... haha I am a cheap shake. Please leave der comments with new AIM names if you have them, and new LJ names, and all that good crap so i can actually contact you people! |
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| To everyone whom is pissed at me cause i cant hang out lately |
[Sep. 14th, 2004|02:42 pm] |
I have been informed by email that some people are pissed at me cause I have been un-able to hang out due to my current work environment. To those of you whom are pissed, I don't give a flying fuck. I am trying to work a Job, keep medical insurance, and be well rested at work, and not explode from personal stress, if you don't like that I have been having trouble keeping plans, I really don't care. I need this job, I understand if you are dissappointed in me. But.. I just can't take hearing that people are pissed at me because I am working and it is interfering with my social life. If you have a problem with me don't bring it to other people, bring it to me. I wish I would have heard it from these peoples mouths instead of hearing it through a third party. I'm not sorry I have broken plans because of work. I have responsiblity. To those of you whom this doesnt concern I'm sorry you had to read this. Anyone who cares can give me a call at 530-1875 around 7:30 in the morning, or around 1pm. Otherwise leave a message with my parents and i'll try to get back to you, can't guarantee anything though. I love all of my friends but its shit like this that just wants to make me say fuck it and give up on everything and everyone. I guess most of you don't care though. So I will go. |
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[Sep. 8th, 2004|12:57 pm] |
As promised, Kankuro@japan.com
Email me!!! |
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